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Friday, October 22, 2004

i got a notice in my mailbox that says i owe over $2800 for my tuition payment this semester. they tell me this now because i can't register for classes next semester until i'm all paid up and registration starts in a few weeks.
this would have been nice to know a month or two ago though. i have no idea how i'm going to be able to pay $2800 next week and then pay for next semester a month later. part of me is sure everything will work out the way they always do and nothing will actually change, but part of me is also stressing out figuring out both how to do the assignments i'm working on now AND pack up all my stuff and ship it home before christmas in case i can't come back for the spring, and then i start worrying about paying off loans and having to work a few jobs while i'm still on hiatus from school and then coral goes to school and madness.
and all of these things are having continuous streams of conversation in my head all at the same time on top of each other and its just building and building and i start just having this high-pitched buzz in the top of my head and it hurts so much and i can't think straight and i need to sit down and hold my head in my hands for a few minutes before i can go back to shelving books at the library, but all the letters and numbers are blurring in my head and its just hurting more.

dammit all.

5:08 PM
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